and I thought I wouldn’t cry on the first episode. I was wrong :(
#literally the first time in 3 seasons #and probably their entire lives #that they’ve had the realization that ”best friends forever” won’t actually be forever #that they won’t be partners in crime forever #this is the first time that they’ve realized they might not have the other person right next to them #and that /kills them/ #because stiles was ready to burn himself with scott #the ride together die together crew going out in a blaze a glory #but this #this is a single unstoppable force that they can’t fight together #but scott’s gonna try #even if it kills himself in the process #don’t look at me (via legalmoretz)
Even now I can see the flash that ignites her, feel the heat of the flames. And I will never be able to separate that moment from Gale.
I’ve been to a place this dark once before. Nearly made the biggest mistake. But what was the mistake? Ever cutting myself in the first place? Or not cutting deep enough?
Dear Mum, I am so sorry. I’m so sorry that I fucked everything up. It’s not your fault. I’m not hungry. For the first time in months, I don’t care about food. I don’t care about filling the gap by eating, or by hurting myself a little. The gap’s too wide now. I tried so hard to be someone everybody could like. But no matter how hard I try, I’ll always be the same ridiculous, pointless blob. I’ll always hurt people. And I’ll always let people down. I’m so sorry, Mum. I just hate myself so much more than I could ever love anything. And I guess I did achieve one thing. I wrote the most boring suicide note in the history of the world.